Sweetness

Carson woke up at 3am last night, crying for me. I waited it out a bit, thinking/hoping he’d go back to sleep but he didn’t. So I got out of bed to calm him down and finally figured out he was telling me that he was wet. His diaper is dry almost every morning, but on the days he is wet, it’s REALLY wet and his pajamas end up soaked.

I started undoing his pajamas, thinking I’d just remove one of his diapers (he is double diapered at night due to the fact that when he pees, he peeeeeees, but it also helps that sometimes we can just remove the inner wet diaper and put him back together easy and we can all go back to bed). But then I realized his pajamas were wet and his bed was wet, so I stripped him down, and put a new diaper on him. He started to crawl back into his bed but I told him it was yucky wet and he could sleep with us.

We climb into my bed and he snuggles in between Rick & me, clutching his two puppy blankies in his hands and his pacifier in his mouth, with his nose about an inch from mine. Then he asks, through his paci, “you need a puppy?”, and he snuggled one of his puppies up to my face.

Please don’t let him grow up.